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Christmas time and the New Year haven't always been the best time of year for me, but this year makes it more unwanted. Christmas was a joke; family argument, felt unwanted, lonely, anxious, and more to boot. Boxing day, spent 8 hours on my own, with zero people to talk to, alone, depressed, anxious again. Now, I find out my New Year's Eve is also compromised. I've opened up to a Neurotypical's dating website in hope to maybe form relationships if not, friendships but this is proving difficult, because of the time it's taken so far and lack of results. I'd even accept online company. I do have 'a' (not loads but singular) friend however communication is unpredictable and can at times be annoying because of his Narcissism. My family is spread all over and I keep my thoughts under control because of me not wanting to ruin their plans. I can accept being Physically alone to a degree, but I'd like some form of communication or company. I just don't know what else I can do...