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My mind is all over the place this morning and I need someone to help me reel it in. Here in the USA it's holiday time. Yesterday was Thanksgiving and boy do I feel left out. Problem is, I fell into a pity-party mode yesterday and am having trouble getting out of the pool. Maybe someone can help me with a joke, a story about your worst memory with a funny twist, a positive statement...anything I know I have a lot to be grateful for, but when I compare myself to NTs and the lives they live.....(I know I shouldn't do that) I am feeling stuck between liking alone time and feeling lonely. Somebody lift me up!
I've noticed that over time, it seems that something is unusual or wrong about the variety of feelings that I actually have. Coming from a year group faced with their first full year of external exams, the people around me are showing obvious emotions, ones that even I can pick up. There are ridiculously happy people, who are constantly laughing and smiling with their friends or boyfriends, there are people who are so stressed that the littlest thing is causing them to shout/fall out with a "friend", people who are so scared that they cry when they thing nobody is around. I understand I could be a little off with the reasons, but people are clearly feeling strong emotions around me. But then, there is me. I just don't feel this, at all. It's like my insides are just empty and anything that I do feel is so slight it hardly impacts on my mood at all. The only feeling I really outwardly get is anxiety, anything else nobody notices I feel, not even myself mostly. Is this aspergers? Or am I just an insensitive person?