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Ik3 posted a topic in General DiscussionI know that anger is often common among AS people, as well as bullying in school, ect. Curious as to if anyone ever got pushed a bit too far, or had to defend themselves from another person physically? How did you feel? Please, if the topic is uncomfortable to you, let me know and I will ask Willow to remove it. Fighting was pretty common for me as a child, and I was often suspended from school due to my violence toward other children. I apparently had problems expressing my emotions correctly. (Sound familiar?) Other then minor scuffles, the only serious encounter I've had (Outside of the War, totally different story...) was when I got jumped in a parking lot by 3 gang members. I got pretty beat up, and I still have scars on my face to show for it, but I managed to fight them off. One of them tried to grab my face and twist my head around, and without even thinking about it, I bit his little finger off. It was was a very strange feeling, biting a piece off of another person.... Anyway, that's probably TMI, so I'll stop there.
I want to start a thread about violence- not about being the victim but being the person who is hitting, kicking or anything else. I often find when I am angry that I will want to hit someone. However, I am not going to go into great detail here as it will probably bore you. Do any of you have trouble with this? I am often scared with my thoughts about hurting others. I just have this incredible urge to hurt someone even though I know it is bad and I try to get these thoughts out of my head. Were you a violent child and how do you cope now? Sorry Wren