Jump to content
Willow

Ranting

Recommended Posts

Myrtonos

Another difference the agreeableness trait makes has to do with being asked what one wants. If you ask a disagreeable person what they want, probably even indirectly, they will tell you right away.

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
Miss Chief
On 12/4/2018 at 4:18 AM, StarlessEclipse said:

Lesson of the day: never reach out to anyone for help unless you're absolutely certain you can trust them. Sometimes the people you least expect it of turn out to be the most nasty, two-faced, manipulative cunts imaginable.

I have to be honest I tend to find people who are overly friendly to me to be a bit suspicious, I obviously don't mean long standing friends, I mean people I've just met or colleagues who I don't know very well, my life experience has taught me these people tend to just be trying to fish for info to gossip and spread rumours. Of course sometime that isn't the case and the person might go on to become a friend but I am generally cautious of new people who are too kind/friendly until I know them better.

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
StarlessEclipse

I'm really angry with myself. For a few weeks, I finally had my sleep routine sorted out, but I let my obsessive thoughts get out of control, the panic attacks resurfaced, and now I'm back to square one.

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
Willow
3 hours ago, StarlessEclipse said:

I'm really angry with myself. For a few weeks, I finally had my sleep routine sorted out, but I let my obsessive thoughts get out of control, the panic attacks resurfaced, and now I'm back to square one. :(

You’ll get it back on track! Mine is all over the place due to being off of uni still. Ive been trying to get it back to normal in preparation for going back but it’s not so easy.

I understand your struggle - I’ve been through it many times before. Getting angry with yourself is only going to make things worse. Go easy on yourself, we all have slip ups from time to time. I learned that being angry with myself only slowed things down, a lot.

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
Harrow

I am really exhausted, we moved into a house with my moms' boyfriends kids and even though they are in their twenties they are the worst people you can imagine. They are physically violent the son attacked his dad with a metal pole and the girl threw boiling water in his face because they where asked to wait an hour before showering so we could go buy electricity. Then the next morning like nothing happened they asked for a lift into town but because money is short my mom said no so they took to smashing every window in our house. And we had to phone the cops on them.

They are making every day a living hell. We have police indictments against both of them and have told them to leave immediately. The son leaves this week, but the daughter she spends the day on the phone asking her friends if she can stay with them her boyfriend her mom everyone and she just gets completely turned down by everyone because of her attitude. Every last cent of money I have goes to this house and feeding us and helping us yet those kids have their trust fund money so when there is no food for the night they will order themselves whatever they want and when there isn't electricity they will put in and forbid anyone else from using it, yet every last cent I have goes to them, because a week ago they where claiming violence if they could not go to town I had to sell my cellphone plus my tablet so there could be enough money the daughter used it to go to a party and the son used it to buy himself drugs. Now today I wanted a lift to town and so did the daughter they charged the daughter and did not charge me for obvious reasons and now I'm sitting in my room listening to the daughter scream at her father that I must get out because I am taking advantage and I am ungrateful and it is unfair she has to pay because it is her father never mind she is 25 years old and her dad does not have any money is my moms money and that she has threatened to kill my mom repeatedly.

 

Sorry I just needed to rant

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
Nesf
15 hours ago, StarlessEclipse said:

I've been thinking about it in light of a recent incident not far from my home, and I've come to the conclusion that I sincerely wouldn't mind if Britain underwent a mass genocide of chavs. I'm not kidding, and I'm not being hyperbolic. I'd honestly be okay with that. Would I actively partake in such a campaign myself? No, but I sure as hell wouldn't join the resistance either. I'd be perfectly content to sit back, have a cup of tea, and let it happen, because these aren't human beings as I understand the term. They're more like an intellectually stunted subspecies with literally zero capacity to do anything other than make life difficult for the genuine humans around them. Scummy, imbecilic, inbred white trash thugs unworthy of the compassion afforded to other non-human animals. Gas the over 16s, sterilise the kids. Give it a generation or two, and the country would become a much nicer place.

Yes, I can't relate to chavs either. It doesn't help that the mass media (TV, pop music ,popular gutter press, etc.) all seem intent on bringing everything down to the lowest common denominator, a dumbing down of the population like in the film "Idiocracy". Critical thinking suppressed, group-speak encouraged, thinking for yourself discouraged.

Edited by Nesf

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
Willow

Thoroughly fed up of being so ill now. It's been a month. My Doctor thinks I have labyrinthitis, but since I'm still suffering/it's getting worse, it's probably chronic labyrinthitis. Seeing a specialist on Monday. I have a medical note since I've missed all of the current term at university so far, and I'm also not allowed on the residential trip to Barcelona in a week or so - and I may not be able to get a full refund. BLEH 😞 

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
PandaPrincess

@Willow I hope you feel better soon!  Take it easy.

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
Asgardian

I no longer feel welcome around here. When I make a positive contribution I am ignored, and when I speak out against someone for some reason I feel like my point of view is never understood. So I have been questioning why I am still here, and have reached a conclusion. I shouldn't be. The only time my activity "spikes" on here is when I end up involved in an argument. It has become a recurring theme for me arguing with certain people and that cannot go on. I cannot spend any more time trying to co-exist in the same place as that negativity that develops. I readily admit I am partially to blame for that.

I am tired of putting in energy trying to stay "popular" and defend myself on an internet forum. It is a waste of time, energy and is stressing me out. I am done with it.

Ultimately my mental health is going to be much better not coming on here, and the cons of me being on here outweigh the now non-existent pros. Let's be honest, the forum will be better off without me anyway. I know I have said things like this before but the vicious cycle this forum causes for me will now be broken permanently. I am categorically not coming back to this forum ever again. For those of you who care - which may by now number zero - there is no need to be concerned for me. I am not going to do anything silly and that is not what this is about. This is purely about breaking ties with the forum rather than something darker I am going through, because I am not in a bad place like that.

I have tucked this post away here because I didn't want to create what some would see as a sympathy thread or to come across as seeking attention. 

This is my last post on Asperclick.

Asgardian

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
Peridot
40 minutes ago, Asgardian said:

I no longer feel welcome around here. When I make a positive contribution I am ignored, and when I speak out against someone for some reason I feel like my point of view is never understood. So I have been questioning why I am still here, and have reached a conclusion. I shouldn't be. The only time my activity "spikes" on here is when I end up involved in an argument. It has become a recurring theme for me arguing with certain people and that cannot go on. I cannot spend any more time trying to co-exist in the same place as that negativity that develops. I readily admit I am partially to blame for that.

I am tired of putting in energy trying to stay "popular" and defend myself on an internet forum. It is a waste of time, energy and is stressing me out. I am done with it.

Ultimately my mental health is going to be much better not coming on here, and the cons of me being on here outweigh the now non-existent pros. Let's be honest, the forum will be better off without me anyway. I know I have said things like this before but the vicious cycle this forum causes for me will now be broken permanently. I am categorically not coming back to this forum ever again. For those of you who care - which may by now number zero - there is no need to be concerned for me. I am not going to do anything silly and that is not what this is about. This is purely about breaking ties with the forum rather than something darker I am going through, because I am not in a bad place like that.

I have tucked this post away here because I didn't want to create what some would see as a sympathy thread or to come across as seeking attention. 

This is my last post on Asperclick.

Asgardian

lmao You really are a broken record. 😄

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

Join the conversation

You can post now and register later. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.
Note: Your post will require moderator approval before it will be visible.

Guest
Reply to this topic...

×   Pasted as rich text.   Restore formatting

  Only 75 emoji are allowed.

×   Your link has been automatically embedded.   Display as a link instead

×   Your previous content has been restored.   Clear editor

×   You cannot paste images directly. Upload or insert images from URL.


×
×
  • Create New...

Important Information

By using this site, you agree to our Terms of Use.